Monday, August 11, 2008
Worried, again
I had the worst night's sleep last night. Actually, that's not entirely true. Once I fell asleep, I slept like a baby, finding it very difficult to wake up this morning. But I had the hardest time actually falling asleep. At 9....thirtish, I was tired enough to try and go to sleep, so I got in my Pjs and got into bed, turning on the TV to have a little something to fall asleep to. Of course, yesterday was Doris Day's day on TCM's summer of the stars, and Young at Heart was on. Not the best pick me up movie, since Frankie baby is in it as a depressed guy who always thinks he has the short end of the stick, even when he ends up with the girl. But it ends happy, so I like it. So I watched that, and worked on my cross stitch, two things that usually make me sleepy. But when the movie was over about 11 or so, I was not tired. So I put in Pillow Talk and settled in to fall asleep. The TV turned itself off ( thank GOD for the Sleep mode), and I turned over to sleep. However my mind had other thoughts. It began to freak out about the fact that my GPA, even with an A in my summer class, is still not a 3.0, so techniqually I'm not allowed to be in the EDUC or READ classes. But these are the only classes I have left, AND the only reason my GPA is where it is is because of that one class I failed miserably. And yes, I mean FAILED with a big fat F. And how am I supposed to replace that grade if I can't retake the class because my GPA isn't up to snuff. I absolutely HAVE to graduate this year, and I don't see how I can if I can't take these classes now. I think I need to talk to Dr. Jenlink and press my case before I get one of those dream crushing emails. When will this stupid worrying go away? I couldn't even flirt properly with the cute Starbucks guy this morning. And he was really really cute. with gorgeous eyes. Kind of like Cappie in Greek, if you've ever seen that show on ABC family. But yeah. I just wish everything would fall back into place the way I need it to, that way I could chill out about everything and finally get a proper night's sleep.
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