Non -Motivating

I seem to be updating this thing less and less as the summer goes on. Truthfully, it's because nothing exciting is happening in my life. I do the same things over and over again. Wake up, go to work, come home, relax, watch tv, then go to school or to work again depending on the day. And on the one day I have nothing to do, Wednesdays (who says hump day is a bad day?), I sit around and get nothing done. I should have been super productive yesterday afternoon. I could have worked on my presentation that I have tonight, or cross stitched or painted or read some of my book, or done the other five questions due next week. Instead, I put on my pajamas and laid in bed all day, watching movies and tv. Talk about unproductive. I feel like I need to be inspired, though I don't really know why. The thought of graduating in May (FINALLY) should be inspiration enough. But I have found something out about myself in my 22 years (almost 23) years of life. I'm not usually inspired by myself. I tend to get stuff done faster if someone else needs it or wants it. Which is why I'm such a good worker at the office. It's not about me there, it's about everybody else. Same thing at the Rio. But at school, it's all about me. And I dunno, but I don't think that's inspiring enough to motivate me. Though it should be. Maybe I should work on me being a motivation rather than everyone else. It would make my mother happy, which is always a good thing. I would rather her be happy than disappointed in me. I just wish I had a little more time to do the things I want to do, like visiting my friends and family.