Friday, April 11, 2008

Peer Pressure

Lately, I have been feeling alot of pressure from people. Do this, do that. Wait this long, do it now. I understand that I have really no experience in this whole dating thing, but I am also a big fan of being comfortable when dating. For both parties involved. Don't relationships require a little give and take? Because right now, all I'm doing is giving. I feel no taking in this relationship that I am trying to start here. Why do I feel all the pressure and he is probably sitting around doing absolutely NOTHING, feeling no pressure from me whatsoever. I'm sure he is feeling pressure from everything else in his life, but not from me. So therefore, why should HE make an effort to react to what I'm feeling? It bothers me that I understand all this about him, yet I continue to feel pressure. I'm trying to let it go, and do what my sister told me to, let go and let God. I'm doing what I can, and we'll see how it goes. I did invite him to go out with us tomorrow night, and we'll see what he says back. Maybe I'll just say screw it and move on. Because that is what happens with me all the time.

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